Thursday 12 February 2015

Useless.



Have you ever feel,
You really wanna help but you hv no idea how to help.
You hurt so much when you see your love one in pain.
You try to make something, but actually its nothing.

Have you ever feel,
that... you are useless?


 

Monday 2 February 2015

menulis.

Assalamualaikum.
 
Hai blog cg magnet. Lamanya ak tk berrrblog! Nak dekat setahun jugaklah.Sebenarnya macam dah lupa yg ak ad blog! eheh. Haritu gatal tangan menaip nama sendiri (err. :p)  n alih2 jumpa blog ni, yg dah lama sangat diabaikan. Ehehe. Maybe mood menulis makin menghilang. Hm.
 
Kadang-kadang mood nak menulis membuak2 ( dulu2 pernah bercita2 nk jd penulis kott. Hahah). Tapi selalu sangat biarkan je. Nak menulis something, untuk manfaat diri & dengan harapan ada manfaat untuk orang lain :) Tapi tu lah, risau takut2 apa yg ditulis tak diamalkan. Takut2 orang cakap bajet baik betul minah nih. Ye, ak tahu ak macam tak layak pun nk tulis2, ajak2 buat baik nih, ak tahu ak tak sebaik org lain  T.T Padahal selalu sangat ak ingatkan diri sendiri, tak hidup dipuji, tak mati dikeji. Hm.
 
Tapi, insyaAllah ak macam nk berblog balik. Sebab utama, setelah sekian lama ak melupakan blog nih dan bila ak jumpa balik n ak baca post2 yg aku tulis, ak macam "eh, ak ke yg tulis semua nih?" ahahaha. Anisah Ahmad yg ak rasa seorang yg ceria n full of positive thinking (ye, ak tahu post2 dulu dari gaya bahasa Nampak benor tak macedddnyaa :p). Anisah Ahmad yg dulu, dan ak macam apa dah jadi dengan Anisah Ahmad yg sekarang? Mana Anisah Ahmad yg selalu fikir positif, mana Anisah Ahmad yg penuh dengan prinsip pelik2 tu? Yes, I'm asking myself and I don't know what is the answer ~
 
So, yes. I want to write back. For myself. At least one day, if I feel down or feel like I want to give up, I won't. I hope i'll read this blog again as what i'm doing now, and I will recall that I used to be a cheerful person, I used to be a girl that will always think positive, I used to have a happy and colourful life and I know Allah is always with me, no matter what, yesterday, today n tomorrow. So that, perhaps I'm going to feel better n will not give up easily. ^^
 
till then,
Assalamualaikum.
 
selit-selit 1: Tolong, doakan aku boleh?
selit- selit 2: Cuti sem, mohon jangan cepat sangat habis. T.T